hey hey hey! S.H.I.T....no, not that kind of shit. SHIT as in "so happy it's Thursday"! duh get your mind out of the gutter people!! I make myself laugh. ok so today I slept in and I didn't even think about going for a run. so that was good! but when I woke up I could barely move because of practice yesterday so that was awkward. so then I went downstairs and I found a note from my mom that was angrily yelling at me for borrowing her conditioner. SORRY MOM I'M THE WORST! okay so that was a good start to the day. alrighty so basically today I was incredibly lazy...I sat around and watched about 4 episodes of Friends and also some New Girl. New Girl is sooo hilarious. it's like an updated version of Friends and Zoey Deschanel is so awkward and funny. also speaking of awkward...the show Awkward is also fantastic. the main girl's name is Jenna and pretty much her life is crazy and super awkward. but the best part is that two super hot guys like her and are fighting over her...so I'm not really sure how that is awkward at all. but you know, whatever. that's basically my life too LOLZ. alrighty so to continue talking about my lazy day...for a while I lounged outside and kept reading The Help (nerds for life!) and then it kinda starting raining on me so that was sad. so then I kept reading my book for the rest of the day and I FINISHED IT! and it was fantastic!!! even better than my favorite TV shows...and that's saying a lot because I love me some TV. so if you haven't read the book then you really should...girl or guy. even if you aren't a huge reader. cause it is so heart warming. alrighty anyways...I didn't have much to do after that cause all of my friends are either on vacation or they're hiding from me. and Julie is still gone which is tragic and then my other bestie left today so that's sad. :( BUT it's all good because one of my friends that I haven't seen in forever hung out with me and she just picked me up and we cruized around with nowhere to go actually and we caught up. haha and I love talking to this girl because she is so sweet and totally understands me and always is so reliable too. ok I'm about to go a random ranting tangent so here it goes...my biggest pet peeves are when 1) people are fake 2) people lie to you 3) people exclude others. cause so many people are always like, "LOLZ I miss you soooo much girlfriend tehehehe let's hang out tonight?!?!" and then I say, "yay sure! sounds fun!" so then I'm sitting at home being bored waiting and then I ask them what they wanna do and then they're all, "cough cough. I'm sick" and then I find out they pulled a Karen from Mean Girls on me and went out with other people. #betchplease that is the oldest trick in the book. so I guess that takes care of fake people and liars. and also sorta the exclusion. I am just sick of people who constantly ignore you and choose to leave you out. I like to get to know a lot of different people, so it annoys me when people are super cliquey. we are freaking 17 years old...I think it's time that we move on from the cliques of our middle school days. also, if I text you...I appreciate it if you just text me back. I don't care if you don't wanna hang out with me, but atleast have the courtesy to respond so I don't sit around like a dope. I know not everyone is attached to their phones like me but I still like a little bit of conversation sometimes. my favorite is when I get a surprise text...cause I am always the one to start the conversation so it's cool when someone just wants to say hey and talk to me. that makes my day. so hit me up sometime! I'm a huge fan of heart to hearts over some red mango or tro sno soooo.....ya. Jules and I live for that. ok rant is over. so today after my momma freaked at me this morning for borrowing her shampoo...she brought me home the most delicious dinner from Standard Market (that place is SO SO SO good...sickest. grocery store. EVER.) so that was cute cause she got me a salad and pasta and then a cupcake! food is the quickest way to my heart <3 so then after my friend and I hung out I came home and just relaxed and watched some more TV and what not and laid on my couch with my cleo baby. (my precious puppy who isn't really a puppy anymore she's actually 10 BUT I love her and she still acts like a puppy) ok so today I was just super lazy but it actually was enjoyable. I kinda love my house and it makes me happy sometimes to just hang around and be comfortable. just me and my pup and my house. we have some good times. alrighty so today's song is actually fitting! YAY! so clearly I had to choose "Home" by Philip Phillips (I'm kinda just embarrassed for him that his name is Philip Phillips for one...who does that to their child?!) OK BUT HERE IT IS...
Home
Hold on, to me as we go
As we roll down this unfamiliar road
And although this wave is stringing us along
Just know you’re not alone
Cause I’m going to make this place your home
Settle down, it'll all be clear
Don't pay no mind to the demons
They fill you with fear
The trouble it might drag you down
If you get lost, you can always be found
Just know you’re not alone
Cause I’m going to make this place your home
Settle down, it'll all be clear
Don't pay no mind to the demons
They fill you with fear
The trouble it might drag you down
If you get lost, you can always be found
Just know you’re not alone
Cause I’m going to make this place your home
alrighty so this song is great. I love how even though life gets super crazy, I can always come home and feel way better. well sometimes my house is absolutely crazy and I actually just want to leave. so it's ironic cause even though I'm always going going going and often want to get out of my house; it is so comforting to come back to my comfy couch, or my warm bed, or my fuzzy puppy cleo :) and I love how every house sorta has it's own smell and feel to it you know? like when I go to my friend's houses and it smells just like them and it just fits for their family. I don't know if that makes any sense at all but it just does to me. maybe it's the food that always being made in the kitchen, or the smell of their dog, or the obnoxious perfume that the mother wears, but a smell can make a house so unique. that's one of the best things about coming home from vacation. just to open the door and try to soak up as much of it at once as you can and go back to living your life there so that it smells right again. but then it makes me really sad to think that not everyone is as lucky and a lot of people have homes that they probably would feel better not going back to. instead of their homes smelling like yummy food or their mom's perfume, it might reak of something much worse. and sometimes there is just a weird energy in a house and you just know that something isn't right. someone actually once told me that they would rather live in my house with my family than be in their own house. and it broke my heart because even though my mom is cool and all, I wish that people could just remember how important their own family is. I hate when parents don't show their kids that they love them and they just try to buy them off or ignore them or something. I know my parents get on my nerves and can drive me crazy, but I'll claim them because they are my family and I'm stuck with em. so the moral of this blog is...1) do NOT take your family for granted; you might feel stupid giving your mommy a hug or telling your daddy that you love him or texting your big brother when you see that a spongebob marathon is on but you just never know what could happen and you don't want to turn your back on your familia. one of my good friends told me that when she lost her father, she couldn't help but think about the last thing that she said to him and how she wishes she would've just given him one huge bear hug so that he would know that she loves him. so she asked me to remember to hug my family for her. so now I try to do that even though it feels weird sometimes. ok that was a longggg number one. ok so 2) you are completely stuck with your family whether you like it or not so embrace them and love them for all of their weird quirks 3) LOVE YOUR HOME and all of its unique smells and what not because home is where the heart is <3 (corny sayings are my FAV!) oh and also...remember that I love any random texts/I'm always available for heart to hearts! GOODNIGHT!
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